PV

I have been trying to write poetry but I can't. It's true I have missed you a lot. Sometimes I think I am crazy. It's like if I talk to you everyday. I mean I speak to you. Let me explain you...I don't remember when all this started it but I started having conversations with you. Telling you about what things I get annoyed and explaining you what I wanted from you.

Your ghost knows everything about me. My secrets, my lies, my good and bad behaviours. Sometimes I have prayed at 4 am so I cant stop thinking of you. I told you I am crazy.

Some people move on very quickly and I can't. I wish to be one of those people who find love everywhere and they just seem to not care about the past or how much they have been hurt.

I think so I am hurt. It hurts. I want to forget you. I want to stop creating stupid crazy love stories. To be honest I wish I could do so many things with you. One chance. That's what I wish you could give me. One chance to show you that I really love you and I care deeply about you.

I am sick I know and I am trying to get better.
I miss you today and I called you but you didnt answer. Whenever you are...I hope you are happy.
I love you