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The nod that was under my chest has dissapeared. I was too sick to cry when I was in Kelowna. The pain was unbearable...However yesterday, I pulled the windows down and I had a good cry.

I cried for all good reasons because I am scared, becuase I don't want to think of you, becasue I need to stop this madness...

I came home late and I felt sleep quickly. I woke up with a strange happiness. The nod under my chest was gone and I could breathe easily. It's good to smile again...

I still think of you now and then but I am sure things are gonna change soon.  I love myself and I deserve something better.

Whenever you are...find me. I will be waiting for you.