What's wrong?

What's wrong with me? Why can't I be happy with the things I have? Why do I have to complicate things? I have been thinking about you. I don't want to. I want to find someone who thinks about me. Not sure what's wrong...it's just the way things are. There is not a real objective or something that I am looking forward . I am trying to restablish my objectives  in a forced way. I want everything but I don't know where to start. Where is the begining ? I am not sure if I am stuck or what.

I have always run away from my problems. I am tired of making wrong decisions. I need to change directions once again. I can't be this anymore. I need to move foward but I need to have a clear idea of what to do or where to go...