Making a new ending

Misiu,

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending. Don’t feel bad about Hawaii. I know you won the meanest polish drama queen competition. That’s the reason, it was easier for you to spot when I was trying to be one =)

I wanted to see you and be around you and, I knew that you probably would be mean to me during the trip; I was prepared for it. I have never understood how you can go from being nice and then change to be a completely jerk in matter of minutes.  I even apologized for asking stupid questions because I wanted to enjoy you but you were too busy trying to convince the world you are a macho man.

I didn’t trick you. My plan was to say good bye. Certainly, I wish you could have been nicer and spend time only with you and not with Mario and you.  Sometimes people aren’t who they seem to be, and sometimes people are so much more than we originally thought.

I know I started liking you for the wrong reasons but in the end, I learned to love all your imperfections.  It’s hard to understand that sometimes the person we want the most is the person we are better off without.

Everyone says love hurts, but that’s not true.  Loneliness hurts.  Losing someone hurts.   Everyone gets these things confused with love; but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.

I know you are a stupid polish guy, a very stupid one. I know you are sorry but sometimes it’s good to say it and it’s good to hear it.