I want to dream again

Sometimes I think about you. A lot. Wondering if you ever think about me.Lately, I don't miss you as much and it doesn't hurt either. I guess with time, everything would be back to normal.

I have so many plans for my life and I am bit scared to be disappointed but I have to keep trying. There is not other option. I want to move to Toronto and see how life can be there. Hopefully a better life that in Vancouver.

However, I know that many of my wrong decisions have been good in the end. I have learned a lot about myself . Where there is light, there are shadows too.

How many secrets do we keep in order to maintain sanity?  how many times do we forgive someone that we shouldn't forgive? How do we learn to love ourselves ? what things should we sacrifice in order to get something?

I want to dream again...Life is waiting for me!